i wanna live inspired

oh dang, thanks anon! check out my derby blog: www.beaterpan.tumblr.com :) will you be at the game this saturday? if so, be sure to say hi! i love to meet fans!

I would say, do something about it. facial hair does not define you. it doesn’t determine your worth. as a woman of God, know that your identity is in Christ and your worth is determined by Jesus and His sacrifice for you. If you are unhappy about having facial hair, do something about it. but first, please understand God loves you for who you are, not how you look. He cares about our feelings and He doesn’t want you to be unhappy because of some facial hair. 
Am I making sense? Thanks for asking anon

what music i like: i like pop punk, electronic pop, indie rock, alternative rock, worship (not contemporary christian music for the most part), christian hardcore/metal. not a huge fan of country but I can dig it sometimes. 

I am happy at my church. It’s a non-denominational church called Moment Church. I was going to both churchs for a year before I had the confrontation with my priest and stopped going. But the issue I had with him isn’t the whole reason why I haven’t gone to another catholic church. 
Basically what I did by being baptized, doesn’t “qualify” me as a Catholic anymore and I feel like I can’t just go into another one without feeling like I don’t belong because of what has happened. And it’s not like a situation where I have sinned and feel ashamed, because repentance can fix that. I am very happy where I am and with the church family I have. I don’t regret what I did. Thank you for the good wishes, anon. 

i apologize on behalf of all christians who have said/acted like they hate gays. i certainly do not hate gays. i have quite a few gay friends that i love very much. christians are called to love EVERYONE and if someone who claims to be christian doesn’t well, they fall short, as well all do in some way or another. 

Again, I apologize for any pain caused by christians to the LGBT community. 

yep. i slapped my friend darren in 4th grade. he was being really annoying and wouldn’t stop doing what i asked him to stop doing, so i slapped him! 

8.Describe your crush: Don’t really have one right now. focusing on friendships.

13.Do you get jealous easily? really depends on the guy. 

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? i’ll be 28/29 by then. I hope so..

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? When I’m ready, I know God will provide the man who is gonna be my husband one day. if that’s this year, cool! if not, cool!

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? Since high school, 5.

58. What are five ways to win your heart? sing to me, cook for me, pray with me/for me, lead spiritually, and listen to me.

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? hair and they way they carry themselves. close up, eyes.

67. What is your idea of the perfect date? some where we can talk to get to know one another but also have some fun. like..Disneyland! or any theme park really. or bowling. I don’t go on dates much so i dont know!

69. What turns you off? smoking, getting wasted, nonbeliever, poking fun at me constantly, when you make me feel dumb, fingernail biting, dishonesty.

70. what turns you on? being in love with our Savior, straightedge (or at least have the morals), humanitarian, humility, tattoos, slicked hair/pomp, some chubbs, dimples

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? For me, I won’t date anyone younger than 20 while I am 23. I probably won’t date anyone older than 26 at age 23. I don’t think minors should date people over age. After you hit mid 20s, doesn’t seem to matter (as long as their legal)

81. Who are five people you find attractive? you want names? hmmm Kevin, Joshua, Sean, Zachary, Jordan. 
86. You’ll love me if: i’ll love you no matter what anon :) 

9. Describe your perfect mate: inlove with Jesus. silly. similar interests but not exactly the same as me (that would be boring), a spiritual leader, makes me laugh, attractive to me, light eyes, healthy but not a crazy health nut, enjoys art/is an artist of sorts, likes to read, prays before eating, can sing, has tattoos that are meaningful, he has a good relationship with his mother, enjoys traveling, is down to be spontaneous, and will go barefoot with me.  to name a few things :P
10. Do you believe in love at first sight? No. Lust at first sight? yes.. unfortunately…
18. Do you masturbate? i do not.

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? i’ll be 28/29 by then. I hope so..
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? a pretty long time if I am conscious of controlling myself.  but i know for myself, i can only hold back for so long so i vow to not kiss more than a peck until my wedding day, to avoid temptation.
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? oh, plenty! mainly because they didn’t have an interest in me.
55. Share a relationship story. boy follows girl on tumblr. boy has a gf already. girl is just friends with boy. boy breaks up with gf. boy pursues girl. girl flies to Washington to meet boy. girl and boy become bf/gf right away. girl goes back home after a week, totally smitten. time passes and boy starts to suck at communicating. girl becomes frustrated and unhappy with the relationship. boy’s sister is getting married. girl flies to Washington again to be his date and hang for a few days. girl notices some red flags and starts to doubt the relationship. girl leaves after a few days. then a couple days later, girl breaks up with boy. the end.

well thank you anon :) what a lovely message to wake up to! have a beautiful day :)

my friend backing out of hosting the harry potter marathon i am trying to put together. :/

it’s not mine. and no you can’t pay half the price.

yeah i don’t usually. i’m pretty upset right now.

thank you anon. 

distance. fucking. sucks.

I’ll stick with my real guy, but thanks for the offer anon. 

well, i have needs anon. sorry but your grey side profile just won’t cut it

by needs i mean: someone to cook for me sometimes, to sing, to take my photo, and eventually put a “ring” on it