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Got any resolutions? or goals for 2010?

what are you excited about for 2010?

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I have a feeling I am going to overwhelm myself in “resolutions” but that’s okay with me.

I just know I am gonna make it the best year yet and be truly happy.

Bring it on 2010!

I fall in love entirely too easily. And now, I’m terrified that I will never know what it really feels like to be in love.

are you sure you are falling in love?
i know i have thought i was “in love” several times and then looking back that wasn’t the case at all.

I think I have been in love once.

Don’t worry, the falling part isn’t the only part of being in love. once you really do fall in love, it’ll last, not just for the fall.

I do know what you mean. I “fall easily” as well. But don’t think it’s always true and real love.

I just got into a new relationship this month and I know I am falling more and more for him as time goes by. I am just taking it day by day and enjoying every moment :)

I hope this helps :)

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So I was reading the previous formspring question that you answered and I’m very much so in the same boat. Quite a few of my friends don’t understand how important God is to be, so I guess I needed someone who understands that to hear me out. The past year I’ve been making some pretty dumb decisions. I’ve been sleeping around.. but not to sleep around. For some reason every time I was hoping that would be what would cause the spark to start up an actual relationship with someone (way dumb, I know). I now realize (have for awhile now) that that is the completely wrong way to go about things, and I get disappointed in myself for it every time because I know I’m disappointing God. But at the same time, it’s become such a habit (yes, even though I end up getting emotionally hurt every time) that it’s hard for me to get out of it. I’m definitely not acting like I want an actual relationship when that’s all I’m doing, I’m not showing it. I guess I’d just really appreciate some prayer, I’d like to completely kick this habit for the new year. I attempted to do the same last new year, but failed miserably, and it’s frustrating. Any prayers would be greatly appreciated. I know I can do this with God’s help, but any other support could be a huge help.

Of course I will pray for you, please pray for me as well.
What you need to do right now is repent, repent, repent, and turn away from this sin.
You should probably stay away from these people who tempt you.
Please keep me updated :)
Peace be with you friend

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If you won a million dollars what would you do with it?

with $500,000 I would give Elzie Alexander his auditorium to film his stand up comedy. Elzie is one of the homeless men I met on Skid Row back in January. Haven’t seen him since but I hope he is well.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-389353625346373001#

With the rest, I would give to non-profits and friends and family :)

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okay so this is pretty much just getting stuff off my chest. You can post it or whatever you want with it. I feel like the person I have become lately is nothing what I want for myself or what God wants for me. I need a change. The word change has been stuck in my head and I can’t get it out. I always tell people “If your not happy with something in your life, change it” I need to start practicing what I preach or I’m just in the crowd with everyone else. I feel like it’s time for me to stand up and actually make change. I’m not sure how to do it and it scares me, but I know God will get me through it. I guess I really just needed to write all my thoughts down and let someone know how I feel.

I feel the exact same. And I promised myself I would make that change soon, in 2010. New year, gonna start fresh and work on my relationship with God. Gonna read in my bible, pray every day, constantly, ect. :) Let me know what you figure out

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I have some goals for myself..

• read the entire Bible and finish my study on the Gospels
• book at least one photoshoot a month.
• take Paco on a walk every day I am home
• stretch everyday and do some sit ups
• get photos in an art show
• read a book a month. Suggestions?
• find a new photo location once a week.
• sell a lot of my stuff and try to get down to only, at the most, a suitcase full of things that I own.. Maybe even just a backpack.. I’ll post things for sale on here probably.

i may add more.

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I am going to Boise with Mom and Dave (step dad) to see my sister Anita and her new baby boy Nash and her family in Reno (on the way to Boise) and then in Boise stay in a cabin with sister, Sissy and her 16yr old daughter Emily, as well as my brother Aaron and his family.

operationstarvation:

Raised $13,772 (88%)

Freedom is coming. On a quiet day, I can hear her around the corner. Today this hunger strike could come to an end. I hope the desire to see change never comes to a close.

Just a reminder at how much the little we have can change a life.

The dollar-medication ratio

$1 - 67 children dewormed

$5 - 333 children dewormed

$10 - 667 children dewormed

$15 - 968 children dewormed

$50 - 3,333 children dewormed

$100 - 6,667 children dewormed

and so on and so forth. You can make the difference. We are just $1728 away from the $15,500 goal to deworm 1,000,000 children. Spread the word. Tell everyone! If everyone who heard that was capable of giving at least a dollar, so many lives would be changed. I am more then ready for a huge celebratory feast of vegetable broth, lol. Lets end this today and remember, that even when this campaign is over, its never truly over.

Please help these children!! Every Dollar helps!!

no, I do not smoke weed for the FS question.

I have never done any drugs and don’t plan to start.

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i had some crazy dreams last night.

first of all, i went to sleep at like 8pm HAHA

I woke up at 230am after having a dream that I smoked  a whole cigarette.
(For those of you who don’t know, I HATE cigarette smoking) Just watched myself walk around smoking. GROSS

Then I went back to sleep and had a dream about my 33rd birthday..pretty weird. Can’t remember the details now but it was strange..

Tell me about your dream last night

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