So I was reading the previous formspring question that you answered and I’m very much so in the same boat. Quite a few of my friends don’t understand how important God is to be, so I guess I needed someone who understands that to hear me out. The past year I’ve been making some pretty dumb decisions. I’ve been sleeping around.. but not to sleep around. For some reason every time I was hoping that would be what would cause the spark to start up an actual relationship with someone (way dumb, I know). I now realize (have for awhile now) that that is the completely wrong way to go about things, and I get disappointed in myself for it every time because I know I’m disappointing God. But at the same time, it’s become such a habit (yes, even though I end up getting emotionally hurt every time) that it’s hard for me to get out of it. I’m definitely not acting like I want an actual relationship when that’s all I’m doing, I’m not showing it. I guess I’d just really appreciate some prayer, I’d like to completely kick this habit for the new year. I attempted to do the same last new year, but failed miserably, and it’s frustrating. Any prayers would be greatly appreciated. I know I can do this with God’s help, but any other support could be a huge help.
Of course I will pray for you, please pray for me as well.
What you need to do right now is repent, repent, repent, and turn away from this sin.
You should probably stay away from these people who tempt you.
Please keep me updated :)
Peace be with you friend
okay so this is pretty much just getting stuff off my chest. You can post it or whatever you want with it. I feel like the person I have become lately is nothing what I want for myself or what God wants for me. I need a change. The word change has been stuck in my head and I can’t get it out. I always tell people “If your not happy with something in your life, change it” I need to start practicing what I preach or I’m just in the crowd with everyone else. I feel like it’s time for me to stand up and actually make change. I’m not sure how to do it and it scares me, but I know God will get me through it. I guess I really just needed to write all my thoughts down and let someone know how I feel.
I feel the exact same. And I promised myself I would make that change soon, in 2010. New year, gonna start fresh and work on my relationship with God. Gonna read in my bible, pray every day, constantly, ect. :) Let me know what you figure out
I am going to Boise with Mom and Dave (step dad) to see my sister Anita and her new baby boy Nash and her family in Reno (on the way to Boise) and then in Boise stay in a cabin with sister, Sissy and her 16yr old daughter Emily, as well as my brother Aaron and his family.
Freedom is coming. On a quiet day, I can hear her around the corner. Today this hunger strike could come to an end. I hope the desire to see change never comes to a close.
Just a reminder at how much the little we have can change a life.
The dollar-medication ratio
$1 - 67 children dewormed
$5 - 333 children dewormed
$10 - 667 children dewormed
$15 - 968 children dewormed
$50 - 3,333 children dewormed
$100 - 6,667 children dewormed
and so on and so forth. You can make the difference. We are just $1728 away from the $15,500 goal to deworm 1,000,000 children. Spread the word. Tell everyone! If everyone who heard that was capable of giving at least a dollar, so many lives would be changed. I am more then ready for a huge celebratory feast of vegetable broth, lol. Lets end this today and remember, that even when this campaign is over, its never truly over.